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July 09, 2008

Coffee Time and A Memorable Trip To My Opthamologist

I purchased $445 worth of coffee from Land of a Thousand Hills Coffee this week.  And no, it wasn't all for me.  It was our largest order we've ever placed at St. Patrick's which is encouraging.  Being the "coffee guy" does have its privileges.  For instance, whenever I show up at church packing coffee, everyone seems especially happy to see me!  Plus, I get to savor the aroma of all that coffee until I deliver it.  Of course, I also get to play a small role in helping the widows in Rwanda as well as coffee growers there.  As LOTH says, Drink Coffee and Do Good!


I went to the opthamologist today.  I've decided I don't like to go get my eyes checked.  I am not a very patient patient.  I waited over two hours before actually seeing the doctor.  He checked me over in less than ten minutes.  The hardest part was waiting after they dilated my eyes.  I was escorted to a nearby waiting room where other patients appeared to be reading magazines.  I say "appeared" because I don't see how they could see much of anything if their eyes were dilated like mine.  I tried reading a magazine to no avail.  Of course, I found it humorous that I had to provide payment once the doctor had finished with me.  There I stood, eyes dilated, blurry and sensitive to the light.  At this point, I'm expected to write a check or pay with a credit card (unless you happen to have $130 in cash).  Very funny.  Of course, let's not even talk about what it was like when I walked outside.  It's a good thing I chose not to drive home but to have Heather take me instead.

That's it for tonight.  Pax.

July 01, 2008

I'm Still Here

Yes, I'm still here.  It's been a busy last couple of weeks.  I've been getting together paperwork to apply to Drexel University for their Masters of Library Science program.  I only lack one more document and I'll have a completed application for their review.  Hopefully, I'll get a letter of admission in the next few weeks.  I like what this program has to offer not to mention it's ranked #11 in the country compared to UK being ranked at #24.


I bought a new Bible.  I like it . . . a lot.

I noticed that an ad got published on my blog last night.  Have no idea how that happened.  Hmm . . . 

I guess that's it for now.  I need to go get in the shower or I'll never get to work!

Pax.

June 18, 2008

Vacation Update #2

IMG_1593.JPG We did it again. Since we weren't too sore from yesterday, we decided to tackle another "rock" project this morning. It's a good thing the temps have been a bit cooler in KY this week. This one required a lot more rock but turned out really nice, I think.

June 17, 2008

Vacation Project

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Heather and I are on vacation this week. This morning we were actually productive. We tore out some old brick edging that was here when we bought the house and replaced it with rock. I think it turned out pretty good. Oh, and have I mentioned that I married a very "handy" woman? She rocks. (literally)

May 26, 2008

Battlestar Galactica

I just added Battlestar Galactica: Season 1 to my Netflix Queue.  Kyle should be proud.

May 23, 2008

A Long Weekend

The long weekend is upon us.  I for one am quite glad about that. I could use the time off. I'm not sure how we will spend our time off but I believe some household maintenance will be on the agenda. So if you find yourself bored, come on over. I'm sure I have an extra paint brush laying around. Peace.

May 21, 2008

Manual Labor - It's Good for the Soul

Heather and I just finished working in our yard.  I mowed and spent some time weeding.  Heather spent all of her time weeding.  Although the yard is far from perfect, it does look quite a bit better.  While I was bent over, pulling weeds, a passage from the Rule of St. Benedict came to mind.
(1) Idleness is the enemy of the soul.  Therefore, the brothers should have specified periods for manual labor as well as for prayerful reading.  . . . (8) When they live by the labor of their hands, as our fathers and the apostles did, then they are really monks.  (9) Yet, all things are to be done with moderation on account of the fainthearted.
How true that is.  I work pretty hard at my job, Monday through Friday.  There have been days over the last year that were absolutely exhausting for me.  I was emotionally and mentally drained, for sure.  However, that work is nothing like manual labor.  There's something about manual labor that allows the mind to rest.  It quiets me.  I get rid of some of the frustration of the day as I weed or mow or prune.  Although St. Benedict didn't have to deal with the computer age and all the good and bad that brings, he did know this truth:  manual labor is good for the soul.  He states it pretty strongly:  "When they live by the labor of their hands, as our fathers and the apostles did, then they are really monks."  (emphasis mine)

Amen.

May 13, 2008

A Special Moment in the Mass

One of the first times I was at Mass at Gethsemani, I was struck by a particular part of the Mass.

All: Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name;
thy kingdom come; thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread;
and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Priest: Deliver us, Lord, from every evil, and grant us peace in our day. In your mercy keep us free from sin and protect us from all anxiety as we wait in joyful hope for the coming of our Savior, Jesus Christ.
All: For the kingdom, the power, and the glory are yours, now and forever.

This portion of the Mass occurs during the Communion Rite itself. As the Church moves closer to receiving the body and blood of Christ, we pray the words of the Lord's Prayer together. Then the priest prays this beautiful prayer:
Deliver us, Lord, from every evil, and grant us peace in our day. In your mercy keep us free from sin and protect us from all anxiety as we wait in joyful hope for the coming of our Savior, Jesus Christ.
I love that prayer. It strikes close to home for me. It speaks to me every single time I hear it. It's a prayer worth wrestling with. I find it interesting that it asks the Lord to grant us peace and to protect us from all anxiety as we wait for Jesus to return. Let me tell you, when the priest utters that prayer, I pray it as hard as I can. I mouth those words. As I walk down front and receive the bread and wine, I'm reminded again that He is the one who brings healing. I take Him inside of me and pray that I may be able to rest in His peace.

Pax.

May 10, 2008

The Holy Spirit and Our Brain

Tomorrow the church remembers Pentecost. We remember the Holy Spirit being sent to be our Comforter. I've been enjoying the readings in the daily Office as they have focused on the Holy Spirit. You see, I've been thinking about the Holy Spirit quite a lot any way. More specifically, I've been wondering about how the Spirit may interface with our brain. I know that sounds weird but stay with me.

Over the last several weeks, I've been learning about the brain. You see, I have a lot of interest in how our brain works and what kinds of things affect our moods, our feelings, etc. From what I understand, when a person is born the brain is the most undeveloped organ in the body. Early in life, both "nature" and "nurture" impact how our brain becomes "wired". Daniel Siegel in his book entitled The Developing Mind writes this about brain development:

The activation of neural pathways directly influences the way connections are made within the brain. Though experience shapes the activity of the brain and the strength of neuronal connections throughout life, experience early in life may be especially crucial in organizing the way the basic structures of the brain develop. For example, traumatic experiences at the beginning of life may have more profound effects on the "deeper" structures of the brain, which respond later to stress. Thus we see that abused children have elevated baseline and reactive stress hormone levels. More common, everyday experiences also shape brain structure. The brain's development is an "experience-dependent" process, in which experience activates certain pathways in the brain, strengthening existing connections and creating new ones. (page 11).

As I understand it, as one engages in life, those experiences can shape the very structure of our brains. That's the reason that someone who struggles with anxiety can't just "turn it off." No, the brain itself, the connections of the neural pathways have been wired in such a way that anxiety has become a normal part of how an anxious person's brain works. The good news is that the brain has "plasticity" and can change. The most change occurs early in life when our brains are most able to change but that plasticity doesn't end when one reaches adulthood.

So, if that's true, that means our experience of the Church, (through the community of believers, through the Eucharist, through the preaching of the Word, through the hearing of Scripture, etc.), could all somehow, coupled with the work of the Spirit, actually bring changes to our brain. That's a bit strange to think about.

I'm sure I'm greatly oversimplifying things but this entire subject fascinates me. It also gives me hope that as time goes on, my brain too can change in such a way that my anxiety and depression won't be such big deals in my life. Will I ever have a time I won't still struggle some in these areas? I have no way of knowing that. All I know is that I am slowly changing and things are getting better. I may not understand how it all works but I do know who is responsible for it. God is with me and His presence sustains me and holds my life together.

The Spirit of the Lord has filled the whole world, alleluia.
-- He sustains all creation and knows every word that is spoken, alleluia.

April 28, 2008

A Little Update (Coffee, the Weekend and Patron Saints)

Listening to Johnny Cash, American III, Solitary Man.

I just finished ordering coffee from Land of a Thousand Hills Coffee. I'm the self-appointed "coffee guy" at St. Patrick's. If you need coffee, I can help! I'm always entertained at how people perk up when you hand them a bag of fresh roasted coffee at Mass. Word and Table (and coffee!) - it doesn't get better than that! It doesn't hurt that Land of a Thousand Hills is doing some wonderful work in Rwanda. You should read more about them on their website.

The weekend was "full" but fun. Heather and I went to a party Friday night at the Olson's and again on Saturday night at Fr. Peter's house to celebrate Trudi's birthday. Sunday morning was filled with our Priory meeting and sharing life. It was all very good. Even more exciting, we're thinking about a name for our little Priory. Names of Catholic saints are encouraged, especially those of the Celtic variety. Suggestions?

By the way, Kyle has been writing about Saint Patrick's Monastery in a series of posts on his blog. You should check them out.
Saint Patrick's Monastery: To De-Pimp and Re-Monk the Church
Saint Patrick's Monastery: Benedictine Monasticism and Celtic Mission
Saint Patrick's Monastery: More Monastic Values
Saint Patrick's Monastery: Matters of Organization
Saint Patrick's Monastery: Relationships
Saint Patrick's Monastery: The Abbey and the Wider Church

Good, good stuff. I'm pleased to be a part of it.

I guess that's about it from here.

Pax.

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